I am never a quitter. I will fight until I die. I keep this chant on repeat mode in life.
But, saying is easy, believing is what is hardest.
I wanted to die, I still think about suicide. This place is no better to me.
But, I cling
Just one more day, minute, second
Try to breath and pass this time
I will pass through it, will get out
Then night will fall
And will take me in his arms
And everything will be ok
And then new sun will rise
One day, just hold on
Good will come one day….
P:S. Dear readers. It is requested to make special prayer for me as I am not in my good health. I try to write daily, but my depression and health is giving up on me. So, please pray for my wellness. Thank you 🙂