As I see my reflection
I saw someone else standing there
She looked like me a lot
But scars and blood make her different
I touched myself, and found none
Who is she, in the place of me
I am your soul dear, my reflection replied
What are you seeing, is merely what you did to me.
You let others play with you
And hurt you, broke you and shatter you
Your physical pains might have vanished
But these blemishes will never heal
Why did you do this bad, what was my sin?
Tears rolled down from my eyes, as I heard her saying
Fault was mine, but you paid the price
I trusted all the wrong people every time
I was honest with them, and they played it well
People used me, had fun and took all the remaining
I am left with nothing, but a heart and you
Every agony, was the nail in my coffin
And seeing you like this, is the last one.
I had suffered a lot, and got nothing in return
My only culpability, that I was looking for love
Well played world! But now I quit
Please look for anything else now to have fun.
I looked back to my past, for the last time
And smiled on all of their faces
You cant hurt me anymore
No pains, torture or sufferings
I jumped towards my relief
In the deep blue sea
Took my final breaths and closed my eyes
I am free, I screamed
Finally, free forever.